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It feels very much like I have turned a corner these last couple of days. Christmas Day was the first time the clarity reached into main space…

Despite another early morning temp spike and an antibiotic change, the rest of me felt familiar again and not something I wanted to crawl out of.

KevKev brought a flask of mulled wine, delicious mince pie chunks (there better be some for me when I get home) and an old photo of me walking along Wali Songo Beach in East Java at 17… undeniably one of the best days of my life, when everything felt in sync, the fear had settled and life held so much that was unknown… echoes of yesterday.

Mumsy came bearing fruit and rescue donkeys and masterchef Dom, dindins late afternoon. That, along with a call from The original podium dancing friend of old, whose voice took me right back to those carefree days… a good deal of sugar high silliness and having woken up feeling like the trajectory will continue… the day was a good one.

The mission now is to get through the antibiotic course and let them finish building me up again…

I hope you All had a wonderful day.

Big ❤️