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There is very little to recommend The Pit, other than if you’ve ever wanted to feel so far removed from the rest of the world and a feeling that your sense of place will be understandable, then this is it.

The physical discomfort, manifesting today in a lack of tears for yawning or crying and constant nausea, finds extra leverage from the altered brain chemistry, that makes any task feel beyond the realms of possibility and utterly pointless.

Communication feels false and I suppose it is, given how far removed from reality I actually am. Although this is a reality I exist in once every two weeks. So its worth documenting, if only to say, this is where I am.

Yesterday’s A&E trip allowed me to come home, thankfully, and has good signs of recovery, so that reality is a good thing. As are those constant friends and my KevKev whose love and consistency restores faith that things can only get better…

With love… 🧡